DeAr diAry,
Wakakakakaka...
Been stuck at Andrea hse 2dae..
Hehe.. talk rubbish... Insane!
Siao.. Lunatic..
Hishh..
WE R DONE WIF E SLIDES! YPIEE!
2 tat SwissCottAge guuy..
Nehh.. im nt intO relatnship rite nw..
Frens huh..
HUurhurr...
hey2.. dD miz ya lOts.. tC alwaes
SCandal.. MayB u can paz it tru mail..
LoLx.. I tell ya when im fRee
TakiN Care!
AzM**
Haishh..
U juz kip makin my face stain wif tears..
Drop of tears tats filled wif feelinz..
I dun nid a reason frm u n i dun nid logic bcoz i gt feelings too
N im damn proud of it..
Luv cant b force
Its oki if u hate mi nw..
My apologies 4 wastin all e love n care u had showered mi..
All i wan u is erase e virus tat seems 2 destroy our frenship..
U dun understand hw hard 4 mi 2 b apart frm sum1 ive known 4 so long..
If tats wat u wann..
I can do aniting 2 change ur mind...
U had rob e soul in me
Nw im lyk a lifeless livin ting on earth..
Tc of urself..
I'll shall juz take e bez of ur bad moods n dress em up 2 make a betta u....
BLACK(Saturday, October 07, 2006!)
DeAr diAry,
Haishh..
I haf 2 dlete e entry...
Ppl juz noe hw 2 blog abt ppl n when replied..
they make as if evertings is WRONG!
nehh..
Such a waste of time in blogging abt sum1 whu doesnt gif a fuck 2 it..
Dere's no use..
No use..
NO USE!
Im tired of childish quarrels..
Im tired of evrytin...
Im tired of makin myself strez of stupid tings when ppl dun bother..
Im tired of tinkin on ways hw 2 settle tings when ppl hack cares...
Im juz tired of evrytin i do..
When ppl dun treasure e frenship..
We as frenz, f*** care emmm
WHy shuld we bother when all dey tink is abt emselves?
Havin frenz 2 stick wif em evrytime..
Havin 2 gain pity all around..
arrghh... dun bother larhs...
Haiishh..
my L1 R4..35
OMG!
ITE HERE I CUM!
wakakakaka..
Scandal!
ur xplanation nt clear larhs..
tngok ah i count wrongly seh..
idiotic u..
da2 p 2kar tyre!
wakakaka..
tc slalu yer..
Heez..
dD...
heez..
Juz tc of urself..
Pe2 picit uh.. jgn action ler..
Senyum2 slalu..
TAKE CARE EVRY1..
pEACE B UPON U MANN..
Doubly hard 4 Os...
Go! Go! Go!
BLACK(Monday, October 02, 2006!)
DeAr diAry,
Yipee! hahaha! wAkaka! LoLx..Prelim's over... kekeke!Weeks of strez..finally its over..hahahahkz!stil gt olvls.. haish..tink nt gona scOre well.. juz wurk hard! I CAN DO IT!No time 2 waste
No time 2 fall in luv
No time 2 gif up
No time 2 dissappoint my parenz
No time 2 'lepak2'
All i haf 2 do is study n study..Gt every info tat i suppose 2 in tat bloody brain of mine...Arghh!Haish... strez sia..
Arina..
dun neglect studies yer..
I wan u 2 gt e optimist course tat u wan..
Dun disappoint mi aitez...
Zheng2 jiayou ah!
Thanx 4 evrytin huh..
Moo2..I dunno wats wrong btwn e 4 of us..we seems 2 b getin apart makin mi wurry bhind e wall tat seems 2 block us..Ive known u since sec1...rmber e times when i kip 4getin ur name..I reali hope tat we culd strengthen e ties bwtn us.(cehhh..mcm matair lak..)Im reali wurry bhind e ignoranceIm reali wury wats on ur mindIm reali wury abt e "repel-sion' btwn usHaish..tings arent e same animore...Hope u wil at least tel mi or e 3 of us wats in e inner feelin of u..dO ur bez 4 Os oki? dun gif up tau...Lets wurk 2gether kiez..Hahaha...dD...TaKe care alwaes yer..dun uat hal ane ini tau..hOpe 2 c ya sOon..mIz ya lotsa..Bile nk blanje i lunch?Movie ker..hehe!Stil luv ya..Mwahh!2 mi,myself n i..
DO HARD 4 Os!
I SHALL NT DISAPPOINT MY PARENS.
MY FWENZ WHU HELP LOTSA.
MY LOVER.
EVRY1 TAT CARES 4 MIE!
mUacKzz...
takin care.. hug2!
BLACK(Thursday, September 21, 2006!)
DeAr diAry,
Prelims's gOnna b over tml..
Yippee..
But.. dun tink i wil do pretty well 4 e exam..
Hurrhurr..
Juz dO well 4 Os lorz..
I CAN DO IT MANN!
Haish..
Love juz sux..
AGreeable??!... :'(
****an..
My apologies 4 rejectin u
I dun mean 2 hurt ur feelinz..
Im nt even ready 2 b attached after all e bitterness n sorrows i've went tru
Its hard 4 mi 2 open 2 sum1 new..
Haish..
I juz nid time 4 myself
4 mi 2 reshuffle my feelinz
4 mi 2 sort out e unhappiness in mi
Thanx a dOzen 4 understandin huh..
Takin care alwaes..
Dun miz mi..
C ya evrydae in sch huh..
Hug2! :)
***in..
Ur cOnfession frightened mi alOt..
I neva thought u stil insist on gOin on wif mie ..
Isnt my explanation clear enuf 4 u 2 understand?
I cant accept it..
Cuz.. we've known since pri sch..
Too close 2 b an item..
gt it?
Take care alwaes yer..
Thanx 4 evryting...
Hug2! c ya in sch.. in class..
SCANDAL..
I miz u damn alot larhs..
Haha..
Hws NS life goin on?
Great?
Its been more than 2 mths i've seen u..
Hmm... Hope 2 c ya sOon!
I know u r gettin darker.. Hahaha..
The black man.. "
org minyak"Wakakak..
Luv ya as my fwen!
Mwahahah...
Arina..
"Ridzwan" seh.. Hehehe...
Neva eva gO wif him mann..
Wakakaka..
Tc kwn.. Mwahh!
BLACK(Tuesday, September 19, 2006!)
DeAr diAry,
Biar hati bingung, ku tros menunggu
Dan ku tahu kau tk pernah jauh,
kerna kau slalu di hatiku
Perasaanku yang berubah-ubah tanpa ku fahami,
Ingin ku luahkan perasaanku ini
Ingin ku menghampuskan rindu yang sering menghantuiku
Ingin ku hentikan tangisan yang sering membasahi pipiku
Ikhlasku katakan kau yang ku sayangi
Kaulah yang ku cintai
Ku tetap ingat gurauan mesra semasa kita bersama
Ku tidak paham mengapa rindu yang dalam ku rasa
Hatiku pasrah walaupun di luaran ku nmpk mesra
Tidak dptku nafikan lagi
Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Ku menanti
Dan tetap menanti dgn ketabahan hati
Tanpa ku sedari, linangan air mata membasahi pipi
Kau maseh ku cintai
Tapi ku tidak mengenal erti
Peluang sentiasa terbuka buatmu
Tapi kamu harus menepati janji-janjimu
Ku tetap menunggu kehadiranmu
Walaupun jika kau miliki yang baru
Ini hanya khas buatmu
Yg ku sayangi
Dariku buat dirimu
Takin care alwaes.. luv ya dd!
BLACK(Friday, September 15, 2006!)
DeAr diAry,
IM SO SCARED 4 ORAL! GD LUCK EVERY!
BLACK(Wednesday, August 23, 2006!)
DeAr diAry,
TUesdae 22nd AugHahahakz.
Ysterdae morning... late 4 sch lorz..
Reach sch at abt 7.27am.. Keke..
Den muz run e sch compound.. Wakakaka..
Zooomm.. im off.. run frm e sight frm OM..
"mOoMoo! cpt!" Moo was lyk runin her full speed... her face n body reaction was bloody funnie.. serius.. no joke.. tickles me alot sia..
Looks lyk 3 crazy ppl runnin awae frm gettin hang.. Hahakz.. seriusly funni.. eh Moo.. nxt time if u late, tel mi.. i wil wait 4 u..
Tat idiotic Yongfa kip coling Moo..
Hello??? we nid 2 run awae.. STOP COLING!
Reach claz.. Hahak.. tat Matthew say "eh Linda, i saw u guys runnin... lyk stupid sia.."
Idiotic! i feel lyk a clown mann...
Tat nite he cols mi..
HEhe... We fought.. Haish..
He lahz.. siao! neva pick up col oso wana scold.. neva rply oso angry..
Haish.. sianz.. u noe mi.. im petty.. mrajok la konon..
He kip colin several times..
Summore my ringtone is "unfaithful".. hehekz..
Ok fine.. after long delibration n seeing his msg..
i pick up his col..
okie. im sad u noe.. u ah!
..ur apology's accepted.. im smiling.. hahakz..
Tok on phone quite long lehz..
"
Promiz is a promiz.. thought we sae wait til after OS" Ok.. i wil wait.. lyk i said im up 2 studies nw.. n my heart's reali close..
I LOVE YA! MWAHHH2!
Kekeke..
BLACK
DeAr diAry,
YiKkess... woke up at 6.15am.. Went out of hse 6.45am.. Kekeke..
Rush 4 e bus.. go! gO! go! early 2dae lehz... Hahakz.. ThOught i wil late..
oKi.. time 4 e practical.. Keke.. :) Im soo nervous.. Arghhh..
Gather at canteen.. Ok time 4 us 2 gO lab. rrrrRrRr...
Went 2 my assigned table.. Hahakz.. I feel lyk im a scientist..
Wakaka... lol. "
a great scientist!"
Read e instructiOns.. Take a pail.. so cute sia.. So small..
start oFf wif chem paper.. Miz here n dere..
But.. hw cum i dun use some of e materials given while others use it..
Wats e use of e
litmus paper? I dun even use it mann..
Juz wonderin.. Burn my tez tube.. wahh... e powder turn orange..
"IM A GREAT SCIENTIST!" oUchhh! im in pain.... my palm juz hurts alot. (BooHooHoo!)E fire juz burnt my palm.. Blame it on my stupidity.. huh.. muz haf been careful.. nw i suffer thruout my phy practical.. It juz sooo painful.. Tat Twteety bird paz by.. so i tweet 4 her.. Hahakz.. she gt mi e burnol 4 my burnt palm.. Haish.. Im soo idiotic.. foolish.. clumsy.. Overall, e pract was nt bad though... i neva done so faz in my prac life b4..
I can even solve e chemical substance..
Wahhh! Den proud? PROUD AH!
Nwadaes im so clumsy.. Ysterdae nite.. i went 2 buy long ruler.. Wahhh.. Heng.. im still alive! A big white van was drivin.. i dun realise it.. so i cross lorz.. n sudenly.. "shRriiiieekkk.." e van stop rite bside mi.. I was soooo shocked.. Lucky it didnt hit mi! or i wuld b seeing e world amg e coluds..
Haish.. Shuld tc of myself.. E driver stare hard at mi.. nehh... i juz walk off.. ignore lah... abo den..
paiseh mahz.. okok.. gtg nw.. tataz..
tc every1.. mwaah! study n play hard horz..
BLACK(Monday, August 21, 2006!)